Saturday, April 18, 2009
When you are sitting at great clips (like I am right now), you see many interesting people and insane people. I guess I would call my self a people watcher kind of person, it is really interesting to me to see what people will do and say. I like to compare myself to others just so I can feel better (or worse) about myself.
Now I am not getting my hair cut today; as you can see by my profile picture I don't really have hair, and I am also feeling very good from the Ecco Domani that I just had at home, but don't worry I didn't drive.
I noticed that this feeling that I have right now from the wine I drank earlier makes me feel much more accepting and less judgemental of the people around me. Also I find it sad that it takes a buzz to accept people for who they are and use the old cliche, don't judge a book by its cover.
How demoralized have I become is the realization that I making from this, also this is most likely the reason that I do not have a girlfriend because I don't look past appearences but rather am very superficial. I feel awful now that I have come to know this about myself; what does this say about my past now? What caused me to think this way, only look at appearences. I know that my parents raised my right, and they did not spare me the rod.
I encourage everyone to have some deep self examintation with a little wine, your choice of course! Maybe go to Starbucks and look into it, or somewhere else that you may frequent watch the people and see what you judgements turn out to be!
Adios.
Love you Nathan. :)