Thursday, April 23, 2009
I did compose this song below, I am working on lyrics for it and trying to finish up the progression. If it sounds a little unrehearsed and unfinished it is because that's exactly what this song is, I still don't know how the music is working out so the melody is shaky but I hope you enjoy and listen heartily.
Leave me some feed back if you have it, I don't care if you hate the damn song and just want to bash my head in with my own guitar, I know I want to because I am annoying.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Work seems superfluous when you have nothing to do; whether or not the office needs your help for the day you feel as if you’re worthless on days like today. I really hope that the rest of the day finishes fast, and that we have a smooth end of day.
No frisson, no people impugning me with profanity; I wouldn’t mind me verbally assaulted or even threatened right now, I think it would liven up the rest of my day because at this point 5:30 can not come soon enough. Ahh! Right now I see a person with a puzzled look on their face walking up maybe they have troubles that are needing ailed and I might be the one to help, but alas I was beaten out by my co-worker to my right, most likely because the person was a man and my co-worker was a woman. That seems to happen far too much here; all my co-workers are women, I really am just the token male. I am not complaining at all it is fairly enjoyable, I will not lie about this.
I was supposed to have a meeting with my boss today to discuss my development, but we regrettably had to cancel due to scheduling conflicts, with a sporadic daily schedule within my bankers hours, meetings become hard schedule, even when exceptionally crucial.
Looks as if my blogging has just been interrupted by a nice member needing my help one moment…
Too fast I stopped typing at 3:54 and now it is 3:55…
I do have a task that needs to be complete at four so I will leave everyone now. Peace out, have a great day!
Today is a great day to be outside, the weather is in the high 70’s and the sun is shining. On my lunch I was going to go home, which I did, and my plan was to lie out on the grass under the blue sky and blazing sun. Sound’s relaxing right? Well when I reached my home I had forgotten that my neighbors had been doing construction to their home. Needless to say there was much noise and about ten loud men as well.
I ate my lunch inside, then tried to take a nap on my couch but nothing could drown out the deafening noise of beating hammers and buzzing saw piercing my ears; quickly I developed a headache from all the frustration of try to sleep in my small one hour lunch period that was easily used up by the drive home and the food that I had put away.
Begrudgingly I got up from my couch, put my shoes back onto my feet and ran out the door so that I could grab some iced coffee from Jacob’s Java on the way to work; oddly enough I never have been to this Jacob’s even though I pass it on the way to work everyday, just a fun fact!
I just feel like I was robbed of the beautiful weather today and I wish that I had even ten more minutes to relax on my lunch, but I guess that my peccadillo is to always want more than I really need, at least when it comes to sleep and food.
Have a great day, and I hope you get to enjoy the weather more than I do…
Saturday, April 18, 2009
When you are sitting at great clips (like I am right now), you see many interesting people and insane people. I guess I would call my self a people watcher kind of person, it is really interesting to me to see what people will do and say. I like to compare myself to others just so I can feel better (or worse) about myself.
Now I am not getting my hair cut today; as you can see by my profile picture I don't really have hair, and I am also feeling very good from the Ecco Domani that I just had at home, but don't worry I didn't drive.
I noticed that this feeling that I have right now from the wine I drank earlier makes me feel much more accepting and less judgemental of the people around me. Also I find it sad that it takes a buzz to accept people for who they are and use the old cliche, don't judge a book by its cover.
How demoralized have I become is the realization that I making from this, also this is most likely the reason that I do not have a girlfriend because I don't look past appearences but rather am very superficial. I feel awful now that I have come to know this about myself; what does this say about my past now? What caused me to think this way, only look at appearences. I know that my parents raised my right, and they did not spare me the rod.
I encourage everyone to have some deep self examintation with a little wine, your choice of course! Maybe go to Starbucks and look into it, or somewhere else that you may frequent watch the people and see what you judgements turn out to be!
Adios.
I recently was look into the type of vacation of want to take this coming winter, and I of course want to head to a tropical climate where I can catch a few rays and relax. The one place that I have always wanted to go is Bora Bora, to actually see blue water, I really mean water that is blue not water that is brownish green. I then came across this amazing picture:
Could you imagine getting the opportunity to sleep in a hammock like that, it seems as if all the world would just totally disappear even if the moment was completely ephemeral. I hope everyone agrees with me; life seems to always tear people down and even if this sounds cliche it is true.
I think everyone needs a bora boran experience, I have never had one, but I would not mind taking one. Naturally being a student my funds, are well, limited. One day maybe, but I hope it gives you something to think about! I am still thinking about the content of my blog so my reader will have to hold on for a more finite subject. Peace out ya'll.
